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•GENERAL• name: Emily nickname/s: Em, Emilina (thanks Amanda lol) zodiac sign: gemini height: 6'0 •ANIMALS• favorite animal/s: dogs & cats probably animal you look most like: never thought about it animal you would like to be for a day and why: probably a bird lol any pets: yeah ever been attacked by an animal: yeah have you ever eaten an animal that wouldn't normally be eaten: don't think so any animal you hate and why: spiders cuz i just do lol •PEOPLE• can you count all your real friends on one hand? probably if someone tried to chat you up with a cheesy line, what would you do? laugh do you often argue with people? sometimes do you make friends easily? i guess what qualities do you like in a person? good sense of humor what qualities do you dislike in a person? ignorance & immaturity have you had a lot of relationships? not really do you believe online relationships can work? no have you ever been in love? thought i was more then once? no have a boyfriend/girlfriend? yes ever cheated on a boy/girlfriend? no ever been cheated on? i dont belive so.. no.. •PHILOSOPHY• do you belong to any religion? christianity any strong views on religion? not really.. i don't try to force people into believing anything do you believe in god and why? yes.. because i'm a christian satan? yes what do you think happens to us after we die? we either go 2 heaven or hell i guess why are we here? everybody has a purpose lol why are you here? 2 amuse obviously... do you believe in aliens? nope what is at the edge of the universe? no idea have you ever seen a ghost? nope ever had a dream that came true? yea actually do you believe in fate? sure or luck? nope love at first sight? i believe in lust at first sight •STEREOTYPES• what do most people label you as? probably prep &/or jock lol do you label other people? yeah.. probably shouldn't though is there any stereotype of person that you dislike? not really did you put that most people label you as (your name)? huh? what stereotype do people label you as? if any: WASNT THIS QUESTION ALREADY ASKED?!?! do you think you're unique? sure do you label yourself as a particular stereotype? not really if so, why do you label yourself this way? if not, why not? argh do you dress in any other way than the 'norm'? no what would you typically wear on a day at home? jeans & a tshirt what about on a night out? jeans & a good shirt why do you dress the way you do? because i'm comfortable in it lol •WOULD YOU RATHER..• be poked in the eye with a pen OR stand on a drawing pin? ummm neither be eaten alive by a gorilla OR be washed out to sea? probably washed out to sea lol not brush your teeth for a week OR not shower for 3 weeks? neither ewww eat a live slug OR a dead rat? starve 2 death jog through a town naked OR stand on one foot for 24 hours? why? probably neither lol burn your computer OR snap all of your cds? omg.. i could do neither.. •FAMILY• who do you live with? mom dad sister do you get on well with your family? yep any siblings? yeah closest family member? idk do you share a room? no are your parents divorced? no would you ever adopt? maybe do you want a family of your own one day? yeah •WOULD YOU EVER..• kill a person in self defense? yes kill a person because you hated them? no but i'd be tempted steal from a loved one? no have sex with someone for a lot of money? no have sex with someone for a reasonable amount of money? no lie to someone you loved if it meant they would be happy? depends physically hurt a stranger because you thought it would be funny? no beat someone up who you disliked? yes commit adultary? noo... get married before the age of 20? NO take drugs? no smoke? no •MUSIC• a genre you particularly like and why: r&b, country, hip-hop, rap, some rock.. a genre you particularly dislike and why: bluegrass.. it gives me headaches :( favourite bands: idk a band you hate and why: idk do people assume you like particular bands because of how you dress? no are the bands they guess right? no what do you think of nu-metal? retarded what do you look for in a good song? beat what do you look for in good lyrics? something that fits my mood.. do you know the names of the bandmembers of all your favourite bands? dont have 1.. is music what you live for? not really do you play any instruments? used to can you read music? yeah would you ever listen to orchestral music? noo have you been influenced musically by your parents/people you live with? no do your friends all like the same bands as you? jeez no.. do you have a crush on the lead singer of your favourite band? no.. if i snapped/stole all your cds, what would you do to me? probably hurt u really bad go to many gigs/concerts? nope who have you seen live? no one.. im so pathetic... are you in a band yourself? no have you ever played for an audience? no have you ever told anyone their music taste is crap? yep lol •STYLE• on a normal day, how would you usually do your hair? straight with the ends curled ever dyed your hair an unnatural color? nope i've never changed the color of my hair do you have any piercings/tattoos? yep Any scars or distinguishing features? not really trousers or skirts, and why? jeans lol do you enjoy shoes? yessss what do you think of fashion? people think about it way 2 much most of the time ever considered that all these 'goth' kids are just following a fashion too: yes... do people think that your style is a bit bizarre? no what colour do you mainly wear? depends on my mood.. ever worn something extremely odd in public? nope do you wear much jewelery? earrings how long do you, on average, spend on your appearance in the morning? about an hour has anyone ever called you vain? idts do you wear makeup? yeah •CHILDHOOD• do you think you had a happy childhood? yeah what was your favourite kids tv show? haha barney lol what was your favourite toy? barbies.. did you have barbie dolls/action men? yea who didnt did you go to a nursery or playgroup? no what was your first day at school like? can't really remember lol who was your first best friend? laura runyon & ashley taylor i think did you enjoy school? yep •FUTURE• what future career would you hope for? lawyer or doctor how about a dream career? anything that pays a lot i guess do you plan to get married one day? yes have children? yep where would you like to live? california lol what age do you want to live to? 100 what names would you give your children? girl- Skylar, Elise boy- Dominic.. idk i like that name lol how would you like to die? umm idk what do you think you'll be like as an old person? prolly really whiny will you still dress how you do now? i dont think i will be ABLE to would you ever get a cloud hairstyle? ew no what do you want to achieve before you die? live a good happy life i guess •WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF..• a stranger slapped you in the street? id go kick his butt.. unless he was really big... then id have some one else kick his butt.. your favourite top got ruined in the wash? buy a new one a leprechaun leapt out of your computer screen? i dont think that could happen.. but if it did i'd probably scream you heard someone break into your house? scream veeeery loudly a friend told a secret of yours? i'd be mad a parent read your journal? be extremely pissed you won the lottery? take all my friends out somewhere your computer blew up? buy a new 1.. duh.. i just won the lottery! you found a fly in your soup at a posh restaurant? ew.. sue 'em lol the world was going to end in 3 days? do everything i wouldnt normally have the courage to do.. •FEELINGS/EMOTIONS• if you had to describe yourself in one word, what would it be? funny do you consider yourself kind? 95% of the time would you cry if a pet died? sure what do you do in a typical non-work day? EVERYDAY IS A NON WORK DAY! lol what makes you feel sad? stuff what makes you happy? talking to people that make me happy and/or music if you only had one thing for the rest of your life what would it be? no clue what makes you angry? stuff do you get angry easily? depends on what the topic is... do you get sad easily? yeah do you hate anyone? no do you love anyone? sure.. does family count? are you in love with anyone? idk.. how do you cheer yourself up if you're feeling down? listen to music or talk to people that can make me happy.. what one material thing could you not live without? music can people usually tell how you're feeling? unfortunately do you often share your feelings with people? no who would you be most likely to share them with? hayley probably does anyone you know of hate you? if so, why? idts do you have any bad habits? yeah have you been diagnosed with depression? no do you believe in the saying 'life is what you make it'? yes.. do you trust people easily? if there is a good "vibe" i guess do you think you are you trustworthy? sometimes ever emotionally hurt a close friend or relative? yeah do you consider youself sensitive? sometimes •WHAT DO YOU THINK OF..• war? retarded world peace? its a good concept..but it'll never happen the government? half the time is alright same sex-marriage? is gross abortion? it's wrong animal testing? bad rape? dang nymphos lol shoes? i <3 shoes life? it's good lol this survey? pretty funny lol
If you're going to hate me, hate me for who I am, not for who they tell you I am.
*Currents..* Current Mood: SLEEPY Current Taste: nothin lol Current Clothes: SADD club tshirt & my track pants Current Desktop: paul walker lol Current Makeup: mascara i think.. that's it lol Current Time: 7:01 PM Current Surroundings: i'm in my basement Current Annoyance(s): we have to go back to school tomorrow Current Thought: last night was awesome lol
((_Have You Ever_)) Snuck out of the house? nope Cried to get out of trouble?: yeah Gotten lost in your city?: no lol that’s like impossible Seen a shooting star?: nope Been to any other countries besides the United States?: yes Had a serious surgery?: no Stolen something important to someone else?: no Solved a rubics cube?: no way Gone out in public in your pajamas?: yeah Cried over a girl?: yeah Cried over a boy?: yeah Kissed a random stranger?: no Hugged a random stranger?: no Been in a fist fight?: nope Been arrested?: no Had alcohol?: no Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?: no Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?: yes! Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?: no Swore at your parents?: no Been to Warped Tour?: no Kicked a guy where it hurts?: oh yes lol Been in love?: nope.. thought I was once Been close to love?: yep Been to a casino?: no Ran over an animal and killed it?: awww no Gotten stitches?: no Had a water balloon fight in winter?: no Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?: probably came close Made homemade muffins?: no Bitten someone?: yeah Been to Disneyland/Disney World?: both lol More than five times?: nope Been to Niagara Falls?: no Burped in someone’s face?: yes lol Gotten the chicken pox?: yes
she says she doesn’t care but the look in her eyes tells a whole different story 3
.-*In The Past Month, Have You*-. -»Drank? nope. -»Smoked? nope. -»Drug`z? nope. -»Made Out? nope. -»Gone on a date? nope. -»Gone to the mall? yeah. -»Eaten an entire box of Oreo`z? nope. -»Eaten sushi? eww no -»Been on stage? no. -»Been dumped? no. -»had someone be unfaithful to you? don't think so -»Watched The Smurf`z? nope -»Hiked a mountain? uhm no. -»Made homemade cookie`z? nope. -»Been in <3? nah
what happens when the one guy you know is right for you, is with the one girl you know is wrong for him?3 -- Laguna Beach *
NAME 20 PEOPLE: 1. Hayley 2. Amanda 3. Destiny 4. Brooke 5. Che 6. Celena 7. Christina 8. Erica 9. BB 10. Olivia 11. Chase 12. Jesse 13. Ryan 14. Jamie 15. Daniel 16. Dalton 17. Jo 18. JK 19. Nathan 20. Coty -- DOES #5 GO TO YOUR SCHOOL? Yep sure does. -- WHAT`S #17`S FAVORiTE COLOR? IDK lol -- DOES #9 HAVE A BOYFRiEND/GiRLFRiEND? Nope -- DOES #2 HAVE ANY CLASSES WiTH YOU? Yep -- DOES #20 HAVE ANY SiBLiNGS? Yep -- WHAT`S #12`S BiRTHDAY? Umm October 30th or somethin like that -- iS #8 A BOY OR A GiRL? Girl lol -- WOULD YOU KiSS #13? Yep -- HAVE YOU EVER MET #14`S PARENTS? Yep -- HAVE YOU EVER GONE OUT WiTH #6? No that'd be plain weird. -- HOW DiD YOU MEET #7? Umm we played ball against each other & then she came here! lol -- WHAT`S A GOOD QUALiTY OF #3? She's great all around lol -- HAVE YOU EVER HAD A SLEEPOVER WiTH #15? Umm no -- HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO THE MOViES WiTH #4? Yessir -- WHAT DOES #16 LOOK LiKE? Tall, long blonde hair, skinny lol -- WOULD #3 & #20 MAKE A CUTE COUPLE? NO -- HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO #12 ON THE PHONE? Yep -- DO #7 & #14 KNOW EACH OTHER? I think so. -- ARE YOU RELATED TO #8? Actually yeah lol -- WHEN WAS THE LAST TiME YOU SAW #10? Thursday -- WHAT`S YOUR FAVORiTE MEMORY WiTH #3? There's way 2 many lol -- WHAT COLOR HAiR DOES #11 HAVE? Blondish brown lol
Just because we don't say certain things doesn't mean we don't feel them. x3
--Yes or No-- You keep a diary= i used to You like to cook= no You exercise regularly= yes You sketch while you are on the phone= no You have read a book in the past week= no You replace the toilet-paper roll immediately= haha no You like crossword puzzles= no You have visited the Eiffel Tower= no You have a secret you have never shared with anyone= yes You wait until the last minute to fill your car up with gas= no You snore= no You have been to your ancestor's homeland= uh. no You read in the bathroom= sometimes Being sick is a vacation= yes You often have people over at your house= no You like America= yes You can remember jokes= yes You play cards= yes You fold your underwear= pssh no You talk in your sleep= no You eat fast= yes You recycle small batteries= no You often avoid paying full price= no You like being on the phone= depends on who im talkin to You shave regularly= yes You are few minutes ahead= no You are always late= no You often get headaches= yes A naked photo of you exists= no You can whistle= yes You write letters regularly= no You brush your teeth three times a day= yes You have something you wish to confess= no You change your bed sheets weekly= no You bite your fingernails= yes You pick your nose= no You have eaten in a restaurant alone= definitely not You have gone to a movie alone= no You have taken a vacation alone= no You read the newspaper everyday= no You have not used a hair dryer in the past five years= no You have made love in an airplane= uh no You have hit your father or mother in anger= no When you think you have done something wrong, you are quick to apologize= yes You lose control in heated arguments= sometimes In the morning when your alarm clock sounds, you get out of bed immediately= no You generally save letters and postcards= yes You hate parties= no You have stolen money from your parents= no You have fired a gun= no You often have the last word= yes You give money to homeless people= no Money has influenced your character= no You know who you are= yes You enjoy being photographed= sometimes Life treats you well= most of the time yeah
people say hate is a strong word, but so is love && people throw it around like it's nothing
Name 10 people you know: 1. hayley 2. amanda 3. destiny 4. che 5. brooke 6. celena 7. chase 8. jesse 9. ryan 10. jk Do you think #5 and #7 would ever go out? lol heck no Have you ever made out with #8? hmmmmm :) no lol Whats #3 like? awesome Have you ever been over #9's house? nope Have you ever talked to #2 on the phone? all the time Where'd you meet #4? school Would #1 and #5 ever go out? lol i would hope not Would #1 and #4 ever go out? gross no lol Hows your relationship with #1? she's like my best friend lol Have you ever made out with #4? that would be a big no.. nasty lol Would you ever make out with #2? eeww nooo Are #2 and #3 alike? kinda they're both hilarious Can #3 drive? not yet Whos going out with #7? no1 Do you like or hate #2? awww i couldn't hate amanda lol Is #3 younger or older than you? older! What about #8? older Whats #5s favorite color? idk lol What is #5 best at? haha everything *luv ya brooke* What kind of music does #1 like? everything pretty much lol Have #3 and #8 ever made out? haha no Would #9 and #5 ever make out? lol if the opportunity arose who knows Where'd you meet #3? school Would #5 and #3 ever go out? i hope not Who does #8 like? no words could describe him haha Who's #6's idol? no idea lol Tell me something about #2: hmm she's crazy How's #9's cooking? i probably wouldn't eat nething he cooked lol Have you ever talked to #5 online? nope Have you ever talked to #4 on the phone? yes Who does #9 like? hmm that's a hard one lol What's #1 like? it's untellin haha What's #4's favorite band? idk lol Hows your relationship with #5? she's 1 of my best friends! Do you like or hate #7? most of the time i like him lol Has #3 ever told you his/her secret? all the time Does #3 play any sports? basketball Can #8 do anything professionally? haha i dont think so Would #6 and #9 ever go out? lol i doubt it Would you ever make out with #9? duhhh Have you ever gone out with #7? nope Is #2 older or younger than you? younger.. she's the baby lol Who is #8's best friend? jamie mccarty Who's #4 going out with? ian welch Are you related to #2? nope lol Would you ever go out with #5? ummmmmm no lol Whats #3's best quality? idk a lot of stuff lol Whats your relationship with #4? she's 1 of my best friends lol Where'd you meet #6? she's my cousin.. i've known her since i was like 2 lol How's #1's cooking? i dont wanna know lol What's #3's favorite color? blue i think.. not sure Whats #8 like? most of the time he's pretty cool lol unless he's in a bad mood or somethin Did you ever spread a nasty rumor about #5? nope Would #1 and #7 ever go out? haha i would soo pay 2 see that 1 lol Would you ever make out with #7? idk HOW DID YOU MEET THREE? school WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU HAD NEVER MET FIVE? i honestly don't know lol WHAT DO YOU HONESTLY THINK OF TEN? he's sweet & i tell him almost everything lol WOULD OR DID NINE AND EIGHT DATE? i hope not.... HAVE YOU EVER LIKED THREE? aww she's 1 of my best friends lol IF ONE DIED TOMORROW, WHAT WOULD YOU DO TO PREVENT IT IF YOU COULD? everything possible WOULD TWO AND ONE MAKE A GOOD COUPLE? lol nnooo DESCRIBE SEVEN IN THREE WORDS. hmmm funny. annoying sometimes. sweet (most of the time). DO YOU THINK TWO IS HOT? duh! jk lol WOULD ONE AND SEVEN MAKE A LOVELY COUPLE? naahh WHAT DO YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU SEE EIGHT? i'll just keep that 2 myself hahaha TELL ME SOMETHING HUMILIATING ABOUT ONE. wow there's alot lol DO YOU KNOW ANY OF THREE'S FAMILY MEMBERS? yessir most of um WHAT IS TEN'S FAVORITE COLOR? Blue lol he finally told me ON A SCALE OF ONE TO TEN, HOW CUTE IS FOUR? i dont judge gurls lol WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF 6 JUST PROFESSED THEIR UNDYING LOVE FOR YOU? i'd be a little bit weirded out lol WHAT LANGUAGE DOES NINE SPEAK? english WHO IS EIGHT GOING OUT WITH? rowland IS NINE A BOY OR A GIRL? boy lol WOULD EIGHT AND FOUR MAKE A GOOD COUPLE? nooo WHAT GRADE IS SEVEN IN? mine WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU TALKED TO TWO? last nite on the comp. WHAT IS THREE'S FAVORITE BAND? no clue. DOES ONE HAVE ANY SIBLINGS? a brother. WOULD YOU EVER DATE SIX? umm no lol WOULD YOU EVER DATE SEVEN? idk IS FIVE SINGLE? yep WHAT IS EIGHTS LAST NAME? meek WHAT IS FIVE'S MIDDLE NAME? brooke lol WHAT IS TEN'S FANTASY? a 2005 Z06 corvette hahaha